Y Monday, April 26, 2010
It's definitely been a while since I last blogged! I'll just admit it. I was lazy. Since I have some time on my hands now, I thought I'll just make a few statements.
School has begun and things are coming on a little too heavy! It is definitely not what I had expected and I trying my best to do what I can to make up for what I lack.
I am seriously missing my classmates and friends. We haven't met up for such a long time! I really miss the times-both good and bad-that we had shared. Knowing that I can never ever experience those times again make me regret not treasuring them as much as I should have.
Like I've said once before, now that I'm in a totally new environment, I'm really glad to have friends-both old and new- who are willing to stand by me, giving me the support that I need. I really appreciate it guys! Thank you! ;)
All the craziness around me is also making me ecstatic and frustrated in so many ways. It is so overwhelming that I sometimes feel like crying and laughing at the same time. Entering a new phase in life makes me realise that I cannot be what I used to be anymore. I have to do what I can to compete with myself and bring out the best in me. I have been faithfully following my dreams for the past 6 years of my life and its about time I take this dedication up a notch. I'm nearer than I've ever been to what I wanted.
Unfortunately, all these madness around me is taking a toll on my body as well. My health is in a mess. I seriously cannot afford to fall ill right now. Gosh! Everything is so new to me. I do hope that I find the balance that I used to have. I'll be the person that I want to be.
'All who have accomplished great things have had a great aim, have fixed their gaze on a goal which was high, one which sometimes seemed impossible.' - Orison Swett Marden
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