Y Friday, May 29, 2009
I'm sure most of us are glad that it is over or rather it WILL be over soon. A few of us had been having quite a number of activities in the past month and I really enjoyed them. I've learnt a lot, especially how to view a lot if things from another perspective. It really made things easier for me as I do not have to control emotions that do not surface as much now.
However, things still do irritate me. What I can't tolerate is immaturity. Being sixteen year olds, I expect some level of maturity from you. I have said it once before and I'm going to say it just once more. Do not mess with me. I may have changed but don't forget what I was. If I was able to do it before, I'm still able to do it now, much more ruthlessly. Throwing tables is really nothing. Not many people have seen that side of me. For the past five years, the worst I did was to throw the damned table. Like I said. I've changed. So don't test my patience. I can be nice but being nasty is still in my dictionary. I've still got my past buried deep in me. If you really ant to dig it out, by all means go ahead. You've really got to have some common sense. As young adults, going around doing what you do is not only childish. It's inexcusable. I don't even know you, for goodness sake! We never say hi to each other in the hall ways, we have never even so much as murmured half a word to each other. Wake up and grow up. Do not be freaking pests. Live your own life and get the hell out of mine. The soil is loose...
'Artificial intelligence will never be a match for natural stupidity.' - Joseph Addison
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Y Saturday, May 23, 2009
I've been a pretty lazy blogger lately. It's only now that I can finally get some time to pen down a little bit of what I've been doing lately. I have to rush through a project so that I can find some time to focus on other stuff. And then there was the exams. Now that the holidays are coming up, I realised that things really aren't as easy anymore. I thought I was have a hard enough time last year. It seems like Angel has made another mistake. I think I'm assuming way too much. I do have high expectations of myself. That is because I want the best for myself. I want to succeed. I feel like I'm going to sound like an old lady.
However, I have been thinking through a lot of things lately and I really regret a lot of things. I have wasted a lot of time doing things that are not beneficial. I have been rather strict with myself over the past couple of years and I'm not going to change that. I am really unwilling to revert back to the old me. I know I have to put in a tremendous amount of effort to realise my dreams. And I will.
In the past month, an occurrence made doubt a lot of things. Thing that I had never though would ever happen to me happened. Initially, I gave trust. Then My friends and I stared to have doubts. Till now, we still do not know what to trust. We gave up. I know that I can be nice and I know that sometimes it is wrong, but I'm not stupid. Don't take me for a fool. Don't take anyone for a fool, because no matter how ignorant we are, it hurts and disappoints.
I really shouldn't have written such a negative post today. Anyway, I just hope that you all will put in your best effort and do well.
'You are what you are and you are where you are because of what has gone into your mind. You change what you are and you change where you are by changing what goes into your mind.' - Zig Ziglar
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